The dream started off as another typical night out at the bar. Drinks were coming, and I was just having a good time. Then Tony showed up and we said or usual hello and he went on to say hi to anyone else he knew. The night progressed at it's normal pace until Tony came over and told me he wanted to talk to me alone. So we go out to his car and we're talking. It's normal "how have you been" talking until he changes the subject and starts telling me that he has feelings for me and that he can tell that I feel the same way. He says he never thought of himself as gay or bi but he also never felt the way he does when he's around me or even thinks about me. Then he says he doesn't know what will come of it, but he wants us to be together and I happily agree. This is where the dream skips great and goes straight to AMAZING. We don't kiss, make out, or have sex in his backseat like we would if this was a normal dream [trust me i have those all the time] but instead we get out of the car and go back into the bar, but before we get to the door he grabs my hand and we walk into the bar together, holding hands. Once we get inside I don't know if no one noticed the fact that we were holding hands or if they just didn't care, but no one said anything as we stood together talking. I don't know what we were talking about but whatever it was Tony enjoyed it because he was smiling and the next thing I knew, he kissed me. Right in the middle of the bar where pretty much everyone knows him, he kiss me. Though again, no one really said anything. Sure there was feedback but none of it was really negative.
Then some drunk guy came up and asked if he were together. I guess Tony knew him because they started talking for a minute. I guess the guy wasn't saying what Tony wanted to hear because you can see that he was starting to get mad. The next thing I know I'm hearing the drunk guy say the word "faggot" and all of a sudden he is knocked out on the floor because Tony knocked him out. [Then the bartender runs over and yells "We need a BUS!" like he was a cop or something lol Gotta love watching Law and Order SVU way too much that people in your dreams start using the lingo lol]
It was like no one seen Tony do it so we go back to talking and Tony kept apologizing to me for doing that to him but [in his words] "I will never let anyone talk bad about you, or us. It's just not something I'll accept."
That's the last thing from that night but the next thing I know it's the next day and everyone keeps asking me what happened the night before. It's like they seen the guy get knocked out but they didn't know why and some didn't even know who did it. Let's just say I highly enjoyed telling them that Tony and I were together and that the dude got knocked out by Tony because he was being disrespectful. While I'm standing there feeling completely happy about being with Tony I feel it start to happen, I begin to wake up. Then bam, I'm awake and Tony-less. Not only am I Tony-less but I'm sore from throwing up all day yesterday. So life kind of sucks right now, maybe I'll go back to sleep and have Tony come back to me.
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